Oh I Don't Know Why I Fight For You This Way

ag dul sios ar m'aistear le solas mo chroi ,
-Mise Raftieri , Anton Raftieri

I have a feeling tomorrow , shall be a good day :)

I had to sit in an over-crowded conference room with Azrianna today and fill out checklists/forms so I went home late and missed my car . Then I had no transport to tuition so I slept for four hours then Alex woke me up to ask if I want to follow him to cut his hair on Sunday. I do need to cut my hair , I can't see anything since my bangs are too long, but I don't know, I always end up looking more Chinese than I'd like when I cut my hair. Tomorrow I shall be going to another bazaar with my girls ♥ but I need money . I read a book about this girl that needed a million dollars so she stole Rolex watches or something from her dorm mates. If only I had some dorm mates to steal Rolex watches from. Okay this is getting really irrelevant. Cross country tomorrow. Last year I vowed to get at least third or something right, but I have a cough , but I am not going to get ninth again and have Iqffa rub it in my face for the whole year again (N)

Oh and I found my giant Silverstein poster again . Now I wake up to Shane Todd's pretty face ♥ :)

And We'll Never Let Go

From School Spirit Week

I miss concerts . I hope Katy Perry or Taylor Swift or like ,  

Mayday Parade come to Malaysia . 

TTDI bazaar was unproductive on Saturday . I didn't find any shoes , but me and them girls are going to another bazaar this weekend , hopefully . At Rasta . Yes , very weird . Hung around with Fikri at OU afterwards for awhile , went to NKS with Akif , bumped into Sheikh , Yasmin went later but I missed her because I had to go at like 11 . 

Oh , and on Valentine's Day Sarah and I are going to wear matching clothes and watch the Valentine's Day movie , and act gay , WHO WANTS TO COME ? HAHAHAHA

Okay my foot hurts so now I have to go find a way to make it stop hurting . Bye!

Oh baby you're a classic like a

little black dress 

but you'll be

Faded soon

Fame , Riches , Rehab Bitches

 Boys Like Girls yesterday was fun with ze friends (Y) Didn't really want to go at first but then Najee decided to go so I tagged along. Going to TTDI soon with Sya .  My lens came back from the workshop ♥

and we're headed

for a heart heart heartbreak

Sink Shots , We're Just Beginning

 Interact Probationer's Seminar on Saturday afternoon , borrowed a lens from my mom's friend , then spent some time with my brother before having dinner with 'em boys , lunch on Sunday with Kaii , Danial and Elia , Wondermilk just now with Sarah and Intan , I love my friends (!)♥
"SO MOTHEREFFINFUCKALUTELYSWEETTTTTTTTTTTTTT

SHIT uh I accidentally deleted it can you do again."

Reading old chatlogs , OH MY GOD , I MISS ! O:

Time To Try Anything To Be With You

Crap I bring around in my bag :]


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   "Nad, it's like you don't want to talk to him, but it's like you have to talk to him . I know you can't not talk to him." -Balqis Zainal

YES . It's like exactly like that . Please make your feelings clear , because seriously I am tired kthxbye

:S

These clouds are following me on my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever

Whoever , he may be

My Hair Is Growing Long , Fuck Yeah We Can Live Like This

Via FuckYeahSkinnyBitch !

Hung out with le friends , nothing like gossip , "shopping" , shisha and fried rice ♥ 

Oh and Sarah , yes , we witter , hahaha ! Was twenty minutes late to school today , and yesterday my iPod wiped all 1008 songs from its memory , plus all the album art . Was about to throw it out the window and watch with much satisfaction as it hit the pavement and broke into several plastic/metal/glass pieces , but held back and today all the songs reappeared . Freaky , but (Y) Anyone that wants to buy Interact Charity Concert '10 tickets , contact me on Facebook or drop a comment , okay ? They're RM25 or RM40 each :)

I am pretty much enjoying life , the world is being good to me . 

Loves !

oh oh we're a picture of perfection ,

oh oh and the postcard's going to read ,

"Fuck yeah , we can live like this ,

We can live like this !"

All The Things I Still Remember , Summer's Never Looked The Same

I really detest people that befriend you not because they actually like you , but so they'll have more friends, and then they build up walls of trust so they can ask you personal questions, that you'll answer , thinking "Oh she/he's a true friend , she/he won't tell anyone." and before you can turn around they've told everyone what you told them so they can look like they know all the gossip. When they run out of gossip , they'll just make something up . I'm sick of seeing those kind of people prance around like they're so perfect , blasting bitchy comments about everyone to everyone else.  They'll pretend to care , pretend to be exactly like you , talk like you , act like you and pretend to like the same things that you do and then they'll make fun of you behind your back , only so they can fit in with everyone. I think it's better have people hate you for who you are than for anyone to like you for something you're not. I'm not saying I'm a saint or something, no , but this is just way too much. Please look up the word "limit" in the dictionary . In case you're wondering the classic "If you don't like her/him , why are you still friends ?" Well the answer is , I don't particularly like drama, catfights or confrontations. Do not come around asking me who this is about , because I'm not going to tell you. There's only two reasons people ask that question , 1) They just want to know , in which case , sorry . 2) They think it's about them . If that's the case , think about it , did you ever do these things to me ? If you did it could be about you , who knows.
But dear you , please try and remember , it takes ages to build up trust and about a second to tear all that trust down, and believe me , you lost my trust ages ago . One day , you'll get what's coming to you .